I did a final edit / rewrite / proofread on my team's final paper for Strategic Management this morning.
And then I e-mailed it to the professor.
So now I am really and truly, utterly and completely done with my MBA.
It still hasn't sunk in yet. I was all but done last Wednesday, when I submitted my individual paper, but only had flashes of euphoria. I kept walking around feeling the stress of the past two years, noticing it, and having to remind myself that I could let it go. I was at the playground with the boys and realized I was breathing shallowly. I had to talk myself down from the angst, and remind myself that there was nothing else I needed to be doing right then, no reading to do, no papers to write.
I dimly recall a time before I started grad school when I somehow managed to keep all my plates spinning such that I rarely felt as though I should be someplace else instead of where I was right at that moment. I could do work at work, and be home at home (aside from the expected, periodic soupçon of maternal guilt to be working outside the home), and be fine with that.
I wonder how long it will take me to feel that way again?
Because I am absolutely, utterly, totally and completely done.